Chapter 11

It had just turned new years eve Paige had been with them a few days Star seemed alot happier now her sister was closer to her and she went back to her old self. Jon watched from a distance the way she mothered her a little bit she was more of a mother figure in her younger sisters life than a sister he didnt want to ask scared that he might rake up something he shouldnt so he left it. It was a shame that she had lost her child she would have made a good mom. Stopping at his side Star watched her younger sister as she settled down on the sofa and pull out her book from her bag that Jon had bought her. Smiling proudly Star turned to Jon.

"I guess your wondering why i mother her so much?" she guessed part of what he was thinking as she watched on as her sister began to get tired. 

"I am a little curious but i wasnt going to ask" He answered looking a little worried. 

"Its fine really, come on ill put the kettle on and tell you" well back when Paige was born i was 11 well nearly my father was drunk he beat and rapped my mom my mom was too week to keep fighting she was dying from the amount of wounds he had giving her so one night he came in it horrible we heard the door slam shut all went quiet and then .... nothing i found her dead on her bed when i got up so i took myself and Paige and we survived all on our own i trusted no one to help us i trusted no one full stop so really i had to be mom dad and sister it hasnt been easy" she reminisced clutching the sides of the counter "What time are you supposed to be going out hun" Star just remembered on.

Looking at his watch he tapped it and looked back at her. "3 hours ago" He laughed but i actually cancelled it i would rather spend my new year alone with you and that sweet sister of yours" he smiled at her.

"Yh but i thought it was some big party"
"Trust me i seen loads of parties over the years im sure missing one wont kill me" Jon laughed. "Besides you too have been amazing to have round" Putting his coat up on the door Jon walked over to her and slid his hands round her waist. "Its going to be new year soon" hears music kick in. "May i have this dance?" he asked softly his voice came out almost like a whisper as he laid his cheek against hers. 

"Sure why not" she smiled moving her hands up slowly till they were round his neck and looked in his eyes as they moved slowly to the music. "Thank you for these past few weeks they have been amazing you know i have loved it here and im going to enjoy my time here with you" turning away star new it wouldn't last forever taking a few minutes to clam herself down she looked back up at him. "I will miss you know that, at the end of my contract i am going to miss you so much i know i will never get to see you again unless i come to a concert" the sadness rang through her voice loud and clear as she went to pull away. 

"Just because the contract ends doesnt mean we have too" he replied pulling her back to him. "It's been fun having you here i would still like to be friends with you, i would hope that wouldnt stop in fact why dont i just hire you full time you and your sister could live out here full time" he suggested. "You would still get paid and you could live here ill ever ... ill get your sister a new leg" Jon offered holding her close seeing the time on the wall. Looking back at him Star didnt know what to say he hadnt known her very long and he was offering her so much. she had to think long and hard about it but what was the catch about to say she would need to think about it the clock chimed midnight Paige had all ready falling off Jon picked star up pushing her against the wall he kissed her pushing his tongue in her mouth massaging hers with his. Kissing him back Star went to rip his top off but pushed him away. Looking a little guilty like before Star attempted to back away from him but this time Jon wasnt going to let her get away so easily pulling her back against him he held his arms fully round her kissing her again.