Chapter 15

The next day when Star got home she found Jon sitting head on his hands thinking. Sitting on the edge of the sofa he tried to work out what had gone so wrong why was she taking her time she knew she wanted him he couldn't understand it. 

"Jon" standing against the door frame Star called out to get his attention. "Jon please look at me" feeling the tension between them both she wondered what was going on, why he looked the way he did. "I just dropped star off out with Mandy shes treating her today their becoming really good friends" Star continued. Seeing he wasnt going to answer her she let out a sigh and turned to walk out again.

"Dont leave please" Looking up Jon stood to his feet and made his way over to her. "I have been thinking my offer stands with you, you are very welcome to stay here and be my PA and live with me but i wont ask anything more from you, I know im not what you want i might be a fantasy for you" he laughed looking down "But you and me will remain as boss and worker forget that night we spent together it was nothing more than another one night stand you had your thrill and now its over" His voice was low and filled with sarcasm he couldnt even look in her eyes. 

Standing with her back to the wall she looked at him trying hard not to cry she could not believe the way he was being with her he was so hurtful his words werent gentle and soft like they usually were he was harsh and his words were cold. Feeling full of regret he didnt want to be that way with her he never intended too but he had to do something she didnt want him and he didnt want to let himself fall any deeper than what he had it was going to be hard as it was.

"Jon why are you being like this" she couldnt help it Star started letting the tears fall she hadnt realised Jon had this side to him it hurt her. "What have i done to you so bad for you to act like this" she questioned him. 

"Your a damn fucking tease" he snapped "You got me so hooked on you and wanting you once you had sex with me you dont want to know now" stopping himself he saw the shocked look on her face. "Star i......." Losing her temper Star walked over to him slapped his face and ran upstairs locking herself in her room Star ran over to the set of drawers and started pulling her clothes out of them. stuffing everything all in a heap she grabbed the suitcase that was put under the bed and started putting everything in. Once she got all her things together she made her way downstairs. 

Stopping halfway she stood looking down at the bottom step. "Excuse me Jon but let me past please" 

"What where you going" The harshness went from his voice instead he looked up starting to shake. "No star please im sorry look baby dont go please" he pleaded getting up n standing in her way "Please let me take your stuff back up Star back up and un pack everything i dont want you to go im sorry i snapped" Jon quickly apologised the shock hit him that she was actually considering on leaving him. Shaking her head she continued to walk on past him, grabbing her arm Jon pulled her back.

"Star give me a chance please im begging you, i was a idiot dont walk away dont give up"

"Oh you mean like you just did" she snapped "how could you treat me like that, you lot are all the damn same thank you for everything you have done and thank you for giving me the chance to work for you, you have done so much and i....." His temper grew shorter and the bomb was about to blow up inside him. wrapping his arms round her Jon looked at her moving his hand to the back of her neck Jon looked at her and pressed his lips against hers feeling her tremble he pulled her hard against him holding onto her he pushed her against the wall still kissing her he let his hands wonder down one to her side and the other a little lower to her leg.

"dont go baby please, i want you gear with me"

There it was once again the gentle soft natured Jon was back looking in her eyes she could tell he wanted to be with her this wasnt just some fuck to him she never wanted to let her guard down again looking in his eyes she slowly returned his kisses moving her hands round him and up his top holding him against her she laid her head back against the wall as his lips went all over her neck. clinging onto him she couldnt believe this was happening to her she felt the passion run through them a lot more than the first time the whole thing felt so different she started wanting him feeling him pressed against her she let out a little moan getting down from the wall where he had her pushed against, taking his hand she lead him through to the living room and lay down on the sofa pulling him over her. 

"I love you" he whispered feeling happy and good enough that it was now ok to start showing his feelings for her. 

"I love you too" her reply came easy to her like it was natural and like she had been telling him it for years her body lifted her body pressing against him she moved her hand down to him and gripped him gently in her hands letting out a moan she started to rub him taking her time she felt her self cum as her body started to tremble under his touch she smiled lovingly up at him Jon knelt up guiding him self inside her he lay over her and gently pushing against her he kept his gaze held with her biting her lip he turned the playful nibbling into passionate kissing. 

feeling herself cum Star grabbed at the sofa moaning his name, moving her legs round him she continued kissing him still keeping it slow Jon caressed her body kissing her, starting to speed up some time later he groaned pushes harder and more up inside her the quicker she felt him push the more she wanted him trying hard to keep herself under control she started pushing harder against him. 

"Oh god" her moans got louder feeling herself cum more she cried out feeling him all the way inside her she started feeling his lower body shake his groans got even louder as he felt himself start to come. Moving her hands round his back she came with him pushing a few more times she lay down and looked lovingly in his eyes nibbling his lip she whispered i love you softly and held him close to her kissing him.

"I love you too" Jon whispered "I will never stop loving you i always have" staying over her he held on to her lay looking in her eyes hoping he woudlnt have to get up he was just happy to lay in her arms all night.

Chapter 14

Getting ready for yet another interview Jon looked in the mirror he needed to get back home to talk to star about the night before but the way things were looking he wasnt going to have a voice left. From 8am that morning he had done nothing but interview after interview he was starting to get tired and a little annoyed at the fact that he still had loads more to do looking at the schedule he noticed at least another five shaking his head he turned round expecting his manager to walk through the door any second and rush him along the corridor. As much as he loved his job and didnt mind doing the interviews it really took its toll when he had to do ten in one day he never had the chance to sit and relax he hated it when it got this bad. Just as he expected the door opened and his manager popped his heard round the door.
"Yeah yeah im coming" Jon sighed. Rolling his eyes he picked up his bottle of water and followed him down to the large white room at the end of the corridor and just like before the reporters were all gathered round a table waiting on him.

Pulling up Star helped her sister out car since she was now living there with Star and Jon Star thought it be a good idea to take her out and see if she could get her more stuff than what she had brought with her. Wheeling her into the shop Star noticed the young woman behind the counter who she had became friends with. "Hey Amanda" Star waved walking over to the counter star leaned over to give her friend a hug
"Big 30th coming this yr huh" Amanda teased
"Oh dear god please dont remind me" Star rolled her eyes and sat on the stool next to the counter.
"Whos this?" Amanda asked smiling at Paige.
"I'm Paige im here baby sister" she smiled holding out her hand.
"Ah so your Paige huh was wondering when she was gonna bring you round" She smiled "My names Amanda but you can call me Mandy if you like" The warmth of her smile made her feel a little more relaxed as she shook her hand Paige sat looking round the shop.
"You have some really nice clothes here mandy" Paige complimented.
"Thank you honey your sister taking you shopping?" she asked.
"Yeah she's moved in with me and Jon till i go back home my contract runs out at the end of the year and well i cant exactly stay here can i?" she asked her friend.

Thinking for a minute Amanda crossed her arms over her chest and looked at her Looking back at Paige she quickly turned to Star again.
"Yes, yes you can stay here" Amanda announced "My place is big enough for us all and i can give you a job you could work for me instead of paying me rent. "Paige honey do you want to go pick stuff out for your self"
"Just remember i have so much here" Star smiled reminding her on wishing she had more to give her.
"Nope darling pick what ever you want baby call it a birthday present"
"What how do you know that" Paige asked acting surprised turning to look at her big sister Star playfully ducked behind her friend.
"Your sister has been bragging about you none stop darling she never shuts up about you she's told me everything about you"
"What, I'm not allowed to brag about my baby sister now?" Star blushed
"Of course sis" Paige giggled going off round the shop to look for some clothes.

Back at home Jon collapsed on the floor he didnt know how much he was prepared to take. If his boss called him for one more interview this week he was going to crack. Closing his he slowly he drifted off to sleep just as Star and Paige was coming through the door going into the living room Paige noticed Jon was home and sleeping on the sofa motioning for her sister to be quiet when she came in Paige pointed to Jon asleep. Walking in she knew it was late so she sat down on the sofa and laid her hand on his chest n gently shook him awake. Opening his eyes Jon looked right into her eyes, not seeing Paige in the corner of his eye he pulled her over him. Kissing her Jon moved his hands up her shirt.
"Now that was something welcoming to wake up to how was your day" He asked holding her close.
"About time" Paige blurted out. Sitting up Jon quickly let go of her looking from star to Paige he went red.
"Oh come on all ready i knew you too have been fancying each other like crazy so instead of putting it off any further do something about besides be fun to have John Bongiovi as a big brother" Paige giggled tilting her head looking at them both. "That way we can deffo move into mandy's house so we dont need to go back home then you can be closer to Jon"

"Whoa Paige honey i..."
"You were going to live with Mandy?" Jon asked stopping her "Whats wrong with living here" Feeling a little put out Jon got up and walked to wards the door. Wishing she had never said nothing Paige looked down, Getting up from the sofa Star followed Jon into the kitchen.
"She never meant it like that she meant once my contract was over we could go live..."
"I didnt want you to leave i just wanted you to live here i would have kept you on for as long as you wanted even if you didnt want me" He explained to her.
"What Jon i ...."
"Let me finish look were not getting any younger Paige is coming up 19 dont you think its bout time we both settled i get lonely sure i have loads fans round me i have the guys i have my job just because im not alone doesnt mean i am not lonely theres a piece of me that's missing that no fan or the lads can fill, when we made live the other night it was because i wanted to i dont want another one night stand" Jon said "Im getting too old to keep fooling round im not in my 20s any more im 48 year old" He sighed leaning against the kitchen counter. "You and your sister could both live here with me regardless if you want to make ago of it but tell me now i dont want to keep going on holding on to something believing i will end up with you and i wont at least that way ill move on and find someone else"

Not known what to say star turned away from him. "Am i at least allowed to have tonight to think about it" she had never been with a man not since Christian her dead sons father walked out and left them alone to struggle with Paige. Nodding he was about to say something after he went to grab a glass he turned round but she had all ready gone. Putting the glass down Jon turned to look at the door sighing he looked up at the walls running his hands over his face he let out a little sigh then sat down at the kitchen table wondering about the answer he would get from Star as soon as morning comes round.

Chapter 13

Thinking about the last thing Jon had told her last night she wondered weather or not to do or say anything on the matter she did like him but he was her boss for crying out loud. Going into the living room her sister was up and watching the tv. Smiling up at her Paige looked up and opened her arms for a hug like she did every morning. Sitting down Star curled up next to her sister.
"What do you want to do today sis" Star smiled looking at her sister
"Maybe we could all do something together if Jon isnt busy" Paige suggested.
"Sure how about if i go ask him" star replied giving her sister a hug she got up from the sofa and made her way up stairs. Coming to a stop out side he room she hesitated a little, took a deep breath and knocked on his door, waiting for an answer stood fidgeting as the thought of last night came back again.
"Star? is everything all right?" he asked stepping to one side to let her in. Going back to his bed Jon sat down and flicked through some of his old things from school. Resting his head back against the bed he looked up at Star.

"Sorry i dont mean to keep you from work but Paige she wanted to know if you would like to do something today... but i can see your busy so never mind" Turning to walk towards the door Jon called her back.
"I'm hardly busy im just going through some old stuff of mine it can wait till later though" pulling himself onto the bed Jon sat and gazed at her. "What did she have in mind?" he asked not taking his eyes from her.
"I have no idea she just wanted to know if you would like to do something the 3 of us" Star replied trying hard not too return his gaze she knew all to well if she looked at those eyes of his it would be hard to tare them away.
"Id love to" Jon smiled getting up and walking over to her. "Will you relax honey please i told you before i am not going to try anything with you" he assured her. Looking up at him she nodded then quickly turned away from him, ill have breakfast on the table for you when you come down.
"Oh i had it sweety i got some when i came back in from my run" he explained.
"Ok well see you when you come down then" Not known how fast to leave his room she darted back through the door and back downstairs.

Just as they were leaving Richie's car pulled up in front of the house, getting out he met up with them on the path as they came out the door.
"Jon your not going any where are you?" he asked
"Yes i am im off out with Star and Paige for the day why" he asked his friend turning to look at him as he slid his keys into his jacket pocket.
"Dude you had ..."
"Cancel them tell him he can wait i am entitled to some time off right"
"Jon you know its not that easy man" Richie sighed seeing the disappointment on his friends face "Look i can tell him your ill but we'll both have our ass's kicked if they find out other wise you for not being there and me for lying, you dont mind going a head with out him for a few do you it will only take a few hours" He explained to star. Shaking her head she continued down the path with Paige

Watching the time tick by there was still nothing from Jon flicking through her phone she kept an eye out too see if he had gotten on the phone to  leave a message, it was getting late and Paige was getting tired. looking over at Paige she saw the disappointment in her eyes.she was getting tired to so that didnt help matters.
"Come on sis lets go back eh" Star smiled walking over and grabbing hold of the wheelchair. "Get some sleep honey we'll be home soon" Once back at home star carried her little sister up to bed tucking her in she lay down on the bed holding her brushing back the hair from her eyes gently. Smiling to herself se recalled exactly how much she looked like mom closing her eyes she drifted off to sleep. She wasnt asleep long when she heard a crash downstairs. sitting bolt right up she looked down at Paige who was luckily still asleep. gettin up star grabbed the baseball bat from Jons room that he kept by the side near the small bed side table that he kept the lamp and his keys on. Creeping out onto the landing she tiptoed over to the flight of stairs. With star being light it was easy for her to walk down them and not be heard. Without turning the light on she scanned round the place to see if she could see anyone but it was too dark she couldnt tell.

Just as she was taking another step down Star heard something coming from the kitchen feeling a little nervous   she got up her courage and continued to go down going as quickly n quietly as she could she snuck up behind that man that was standing by the door and pinned him against the wall with the bat at his throat.
"Star for god sake girl its me" The sound of Jon's voice struggled out as he tried to push her off him. Flicking on the light she dropped the bat and smacked him across the face.
"Do you think your fucking clever?" she snapped "We had been waiting out for you since this morning we have not long gotten back i was worried sick about you no phone call no text where the hell have you been" Nearly in tears she was shaking with anger and worry "My sister hasnt had a good day shes more concerned about weather her hero was lying in a hospital bed or not" Star scolded seeing him open his mouth to say something she didnt give him the option to finish. "I dont wanna hear it you stink of alcohol forget it" walking into the living room she felt so mad at him she couldnt bare to look at him.

Known there would only be an argument Jon looked at her and went to bed. Staying up all night  Star was extremely tired but she was just to angry to even think about sleep Looking up at the clock it had just turned 8am getting p off the sofa she hurried round and did everything she did every day sorting out and tidying up not stopping till it was all done taking five minutes out she sat down and before she knew it she was out on the seat curled up fast asleep. Coming down stairs Jon looked round as everyday the work had been done walking into the living room he saw star curled up asleep on the sofa. seeing how tired she looked and feeling guilty for what had happened the day before Jon carefully lifted her in his arms and carried her to bed. As he was laying her down her eyes slowly opened looking up at him she went to sit up a little shocked at first her eyes seamed like they were glued to his. Taking her hand in his Jon asked if she was ok. Nodding Star went to sit up again only this time Jon moved a little closer to her on the bed.
"What are you doing?" she asked him a little confused trying to back up she tripped half asleep still and felt the warmth of his body pressed against hers.

Rubbing her eyes star went to sit up again locking his lips with hers Jon had had enough waiting for her they both felt the same way so he couldnt work out why this is taking so long and he was starting to get impatient.
wanting to push him off she couldnt or more like she didnt want to giving into to him star moved her arms  round him closing her arms round him she held him against her returning his kisses she ran her fingers thru his hair feeling his body against her excited her trying not to get too carried away she lay her head back feeling his soft lips pressed against her neck
"Are you sure you want to do this?" she whispered making him look at her. Kissing her neck he moved up to her lips slowly coving every where he could before answering.
"I am more than sure" he replied looking right in her eyes. "I have never been more sure about anything"
Smiling up at him she nodded, stopping the fighting with him she pulled Jons top off running her fingers down his chest she grabbed at the top of his jeans undoing his buttons she slid his jeans off him then his boxers moving her hands down his back she rested her hands on his ass.
Sitting up Jon slipped her top off and her bra dropping them onto the floor by the bed he kissed his way down slowly, cupping her in his hands Jon gently nibbled on her moving his tongue right along her nipple.

Stars moans started coming the minute he touched her feeling herself getting wet she moved her hands to his side moaning for him to take her. feeling her shaking under him he looked down to see her grinding against him her eyes were closed and she was biting her lip a little smiling Jon kissed her neck again moving his hands down he ran his hand from round breasts down her stomach. undoing her jeans Jon slid his hand inside them and started fingering her gently.
"Oh god" Stars moaning got louder as she grabbed at the sheets she ran her hands round him feeling herself cum again she cried out for Jon to take her. Sitting up she got Jon to stand kissing down his chest she took his dick in both her hands and slowly started rubbing him taking him in her mouth she gently sucked on him taking him as far down as she could getting more turned on at his soft groaning. Feeling him self hard he lay her down on the bed Jon lay over her gently and entered her easing up her a little at a time. Looking in her eyes he gently slid in and out of her his groans got louder with each push the more he pushed against her the more wetter star became holding on to him she lifted her legs up round him layin her hand on his cheek she moved it round to the back of his neck.

Moaning even louder for him her body started to shake more than before crying out she felt her self come more than ever. Feeling her Jon pushes harder and harder up inside her, digging her nails into his back she held onto him kissing him. "Oh god Jon" she moaned "God i can not believe how amazing you feel god your fucking huge"
"Its all for you baby" he replied quickening the pace a little more. Looking at her he felt the love from her as she caressed his body and kissed his neck the love that was in her eyes he hadnt seen it in a long time. Knocking him over Star slid over him and guided him into her again cumming instantly she held onto him holding his hands she pushed hard down on him. An hour later Jon felt him self shaking bad pulling her harder against him he groaned loudly and kissed you. Feeling him close star pushed harder against him speeding up she could feel herself cumming. Cumming with her Jon continued to push a little more before laying down beside her holding him close to her. Still confused about what happened star cuddled against him and held him close wondering if this was a dream was she actually dreaming or if not was this just a one off thing coz he was horny right now she didnt care she was in his arms and man it felt so good she never wanted this moment to end and she hoped it wouldnt be the last time.

Chapter 12

The days that followed after New Years Eve was strange they both looked at each other when they thought the other wasnt and when they caught each other they flashed a quick smile and carried on with what ever they were doing star sat down with her sister eventually after a long day she had the chance to sit and talk to Paige. Walking in Jon stood at the door leaning against the frame his eyes rested on her and refused to move.
"How you liking it here sis?" Star asked her sister holding her hand and giving her a cuddle.
"I love it here and Jon is so nice" Paige smiled. "Do you too like each other?" she asked her big sister pulling herself into her wheel chair.
"Of course we do Paige he is a very good friend" she smiled sitting back on the sofa pulling her closer into a hug.
"No i mean have you falling for him?" Paige asked looking up at her from her shoulder. Freezing star didnt know what the hell to answer she really had putting her on the spot there.
"Well you know everyone loves Jon Paige he's sweet kind funny caring amazing to be around not to meantion sexy gorgeous oh god those eyes" star thought out loud. "Every one loves Jon you know ask anyone they will tell you.

Looking at her sister paige wasnt fooled she had been watching them both keep looking at each other smiling on and it all started new years eve she wasnt stupid and she knew Jon had been going on the same way since her nephew was born Paige new her sister had been alone she needed a bit off happiness in her life so if star wasnt going to admit it freely she will have to force it out of her. her and Jon together.
"I was referring to more of being in love with him" she replied "as in really hard falling for him and its not his looks that done it, you both have been sniffing round each other since new years eve why cant you both admit it" Hearing everything that had been sent Jon quickly turned out the room and went into the back garden, Lighting up a cigarette Jon sat down on the swing on the lawn, tilting his head back he looked into the sky the stars were out and it was getting cold, Paige's words spun round in his head. there was no way he was in love with her it was impossible no she wasnt right no way. Getting up he walked back towards the house and watched them both through the window. leaning against the window he's eyes went strait to Star, Keep thinking about what her sister had said he thought about the kiss that happened new years eve that wasnt exactly a friendly peck and neither of them had been drinking.

A few hours later after Star had helped her sister into bed she came back downstairs and ran the water in the kitchen for the dishes. Taking the dish cloth star started to wash up she knew there was a dish washer there but she hated using it she never used one at home so she wasnt gonna start to use one now.
"You always like things done the old fashioned way dont you?" he asked making her jump when he walked into the kitchen.
"Jon for fuck sake dont do that you could give someone a heart attack" she replied trying to laugh it off with out getting embarrassed about it.
"Your sister is a sweet kid huh?" Jon remarked walking over to the sink picking up a towel. Taking the towel off him she put it back down hanging it over the cupboard door she continued to clean the dishes.
"Dont go taken my role from me" she giggled. "your job is the band and mine is too look after your ass and make sure everything is done for you and that you have everything you need"
Before jon could stop himself he blurted out. "Your everything i need" he smiled taking her hand. Dropping the plate into the bowl of  water she splashed herself all over.

Backing up into the corner she stared at Jon trying to work out weather he was bullshitting joking, being serious or just off his head. Tilting her head slightly she nearly stopped breathing when he walked right up to her placed his hands at either side of her head on the wall and leaned right close to her.
"Dont look at me like that Star you know perfectly well what your sister said tonight was true" he whispered putting on a stern voice getting even closer to her standing up strait, standing against her he pressed himself up against her looking in her eyes he kept his hands on the wall at ether side. "And you have made it so obvious by the way" he sniggered. Feeling the warmth of his breath on her neck she tried hard not to start shaking.
"I have no idea what you are talking about" she tried to deny it but her eyes told another story
"Oh i think you do, i noticed it too looking at me when you think i haven't been looking flashing that pretty little smile my way" He chuckled moving one hand down her arm and round her waist holding her against him. "Not that im complaining coz im not" he smiled at her. "I would be lying if i said i wasn't doing the same" his voice turned to a soft whisper. "Please dont fight this if you want some thing go for it nothing is going to stand in your way" Stepping back Jon backed up a little and smiled at her.

"I wont do anything dont worry you know where i am Star i dont bite but dont let what you want go grab it while you can" he offered her the advice then turned and walked towards the door. "Good night star i will see you in the morning" Smiling he turned walked out the room and went to bed leaving her alone in the kitchen. Smiling to himself Jon closed the door and slipped quietly into bed he smiled turning the light off and fell asleep

Chapter 11

It had just turned new years eve Paige had been with them a few days Star seemed alot happier now her sister was closer to her and she went back to her old self. Jon watched from a distance the way she mothered her a little bit she was more of a mother figure in her younger sisters life than a sister he didnt want to ask scared that he might rake up something he shouldnt so he left it. It was a shame that she had lost her child she would have made a good mom. Stopping at his side Star watched her younger sister as she settled down on the sofa and pull out her book from her bag that Jon had bought her. Smiling proudly Star turned to Jon.

"I guess your wondering why i mother her so much?" she guessed part of what he was thinking as she watched on as her sister began to get tired. 

"I am a little curious but i wasnt going to ask" He answered looking a little worried. 

"Its fine really, come on ill put the kettle on and tell you" well back when Paige was born i was 11 well nearly my father was drunk he beat and rapped my mom my mom was too week to keep fighting she was dying from the amount of wounds he had giving her so one night he came in it horrible we heard the door slam shut all went quiet and then .... nothing i found her dead on her bed when i got up so i took myself and Paige and we survived all on our own i trusted no one to help us i trusted no one full stop so really i had to be mom dad and sister it hasnt been easy" she reminisced clutching the sides of the counter "What time are you supposed to be going out hun" Star just remembered on.

Looking at his watch he tapped it and looked back at her. "3 hours ago" He laughed but i actually cancelled it i would rather spend my new year alone with you and that sweet sister of yours" he smiled at her.

"Yh but i thought it was some big party"
"Trust me i seen loads of parties over the years im sure missing one wont kill me" Jon laughed. "Besides you too have been amazing to have round" Putting his coat up on the door Jon walked over to her and slid his hands round her waist. "Its going to be new year soon" hears music kick in. "May i have this dance?" he asked softly his voice came out almost like a whisper as he laid his cheek against hers. 

"Sure why not" she smiled moving her hands up slowly till they were round his neck and looked in his eyes as they moved slowly to the music. "Thank you for these past few weeks they have been amazing you know i have loved it here and im going to enjoy my time here with you" turning away star new it wouldn't last forever taking a few minutes to clam herself down she looked back up at him. "I will miss you know that, at the end of my contract i am going to miss you so much i know i will never get to see you again unless i come to a concert" the sadness rang through her voice loud and clear as she went to pull away. 

"Just because the contract ends doesnt mean we have too" he replied pulling her back to him. "It's been fun having you here i would still like to be friends with you, i would hope that wouldnt stop in fact why dont i just hire you full time you and your sister could live out here full time" he suggested. "You would still get paid and you could live here ill ever ... ill get your sister a new leg" Jon offered holding her close seeing the time on the wall. Looking back at him Star didnt know what to say he hadnt known her very long and he was offering her so much. she had to think long and hard about it but what was the catch about to say she would need to think about it the clock chimed midnight Paige had all ready falling off Jon picked star up pushing her against the wall he kissed her pushing his tongue in her mouth massaging hers with his. Kissing him back Star went to rip his top off but pushed him away. Looking a little guilty like before Star attempted to back away from him but this time Jon wasnt going to let her get away so easily pulling her back against him he held his arms fully round her kissing her again. 

Chapter 10

Waiting patiently at the gates he kept a look out for the young girl getting off the plain. hoping she would get there okay he attempted to try and push forward a little, sure enough a young girl about 18 came through in her wheel chair wearing the biggest smile she could have. Wasnt everyday you got the chance to go and stay with your hero, she was a huge fan of the band she discovered them through her sister. Spotting her Jon walked over and introduced himself.
"Paige?" he smiled bending down so he could look at her in the eyes. Going red in the face Paige blushed she couldnt believe this was happening to her. Taking his hand she gazed at him trying hard not she tried to pull her eyes away from him. Smiling at her he took her hand and kissed it not even looking at the fact she was missing her left leg.
"Now i see where Star gets her looks from" he chuckled holding her close to him. Blushing Paige went red and looked looked round a little nervous. "Where is she"
"Well your sister is in a bad mood with me today i sent her right to the far side of town just so i could get you back there with out her noticing, you see she doesnt know you were coming and i wanted this to be a surprise for her i know how much she has missed you" he smiled walking with her out to the taxi.

Getting her into the car Jon folded up the wheelchair and put it into the back of the jeep. closing the boot he jumped into the front and started off on his way back home.
"Did you think i was a joke?" he smiled turning the corner to pull out the airport parking lot.
"A joke?" Paige asked looking a little confused
"I mean did you believe it was actually me" he smiled.
"Oh yeah i know my sister works for you so i believe that for that reason" she answered quietly.
"Your sister tells me loads about you" He smiled turning off driving through town. "I know she loves you very much darling she never stops talking about you" he laughed.
"Yeah?" Looking up at him Paige got a little curious and tilted her head wondering what she had been saying about her. "Like what?"
"How much she loves you and how she couldnt be prouder of you. I know how much you mean to her and that she misses you with all her heart"
"I miss her too, i didnt really want her to come but i know it was better pay for her and its been really hard for her having to support us both, i can remember the days when she would go with out to make sure i had what i needed i love my sister she means everything to me" Paige told him looking out the window. "I cant wait to see her again".

Pulling into the drive Jon got out first too bring the wheelchair out first so that Paige could get in it. closing the boot he set it up and wheeled it round the side helping her in Jon looked round too see if the car she always drove was back in the drive way luckily it wasnt going as careful as he could he got Paige up the stairs and into the house. Looking round in shock Paige couldnt believe it she was actually in her heros home and it was nothing like what she thought she expected their to be loads of fancy items up on the wall in it being a huge mansion but it was nothing like that it was small cosy and just like hers back home. For some reason she felt rather relieved about it maybe he wasnt into all the big flashy things and he definitely seamed really nice she didnt feel as up tight as she thought she would when she met him. Hearing the door open Jon give the young girl a hug and went too see who it was struggling in with cart loads of shopping Star almost stumbled on her ass. Grinning away like a treasure cat Jon told her to leave the bags at the door and he would carry them through.
"Oh im glad you are loving this i really am the amount of bags im going through because they have ripped on me is pathetic" She snapped storming back out too the car.

Walking past Paige walking into the kitchen he give her a wink and joined his friend out at the car. Going over to her he took the bags off her and held her tightly by the shoulders to stop her from jumping around like an annoyed little girl throwing a tantrum because she cant get her own way. Not being able to help the smile across his face he couldnt help laugh at her when she asked him what his problem was.
"Your trying to piss me off i hope you know that" she scolded pulling away from him, picking up the bags again she made her way inside. "I suppose help is out the question im telling you Jon i really dont know how to ...." stopping dead in the middle of the floor she saw her sister sitting on the sofa. Dropping everything on the floor she turned to Jon "but how" she asked him.
"I knew you were missing her so i thought i would fly her out here for you" Jon smiled.
"Thank you" Hugging Jon she didnt know how fast to get over to her little sister dropping to her knees she flung her arms round her hugging her as tight as she could not wanting to let her go.

Chapter 9

Over the next too weeks Jon tried everything to get her to talk again but nothing was working she kept shrugging it off no matter how hard it was get her too look at him again he always thought he would win her over but he couldn't hunching down on the hill bank over looking the ocean Jon tried to make sense of what happened she was making a deal out of nothing they nearly kissed but it never got that far she freaked out and ran to her room. he squinted his eyes a little as he looked out trying to put something together what to say to her because weather or not she liked it they were going to sit down and talk about it she worked for him they lived under the same roof they were supposed to be friends they had to talk at some point. Making his way back home it started getting dark the sun had all ready started to go down and the light grew fader, Standing at the gate to his home he looked at the window there she was at the desk by the window. Her face was lit up with the lights from the out side shining on the window she must have been sitting doing the paper work because she never uses that room other wise. Almost sure she had done it this morning he crept in the back through the kitchen and slowly sneaked in the door to the office luckily the door was open. Star was sitting with her head over the desk playing with the pen she never noticed Jon walk in.

Thinking about what to write to her sister star felt the tears running down her face, she loved her and missed her she had felt so bad about not calling her the last few days after promising that she would she felt mean and hoped that her sister would forgive her after everything they had both been through she felt like she had let her down she never wanted to leave her but of course her little sister insisted on it. At the age of 11 her little sister and her were in a accident she was driving home after picking her up from a friends house it was late and the rain was coming down heavy and it was hard to see out with her child in the back crying and her little sister on the passenger seat telling her all about her day and what happened the night before at the sleep over. She was to busy involved up in her little sisters night she didnt pay any attention to large truck that was serving out of control coming in the other direction, till it was too late. Her car was over turned and flung down the side of the mountain and she had been knocked out cold. Thinking about the day only made her even more upset and  miss her sister more. Now seven years on her sister had not long turned 18 it was just after that that she had to leave her she didnt want to but it only upset her sister because she wanted her to go out and live her life she was all ways that way sure she loved her sister round her but she thought she was being a burden by keeping her at her side.

It was going to be Stars 29th birthday soon and the only thing she wanted was her sister to be with her. Every Year she spent time out with her sister doing stuff they both loved doing Paige wasnt just her sister she was her best friend they never argued and if they ever did it was only playfully they had a strong friendship and thats why when that night happened and they thought they couldnt save her at the hospital Star was willing there and then to take her own life feeling the tears run down her face she still had no idea that Jon was stood behind her. Getting up she picked up the phone and her pen and paper and turned round, Seeing Jon come out of the shadows by the door she jumped dropping everything all over the place.
"Bloody hell dont you know its rude to sneak up on people like that?" she snapped not meaning too.
"Hey im sorry i ..." Stopping himself he noticed how upset she was and walked over to her. Putting the pad, pen and phone down on the table he hugged her.
"You look like you could use someone to talk to honey" he whispered. "Come on ill put the kettle on" he offered gently walking with her into the living room Jon sat her down then quickly made his way into the kitchen to make them both a coffee.

Curling up on the seat the tears still fell from her eyes rubbing them she made them sore and irritated but she didnt care she just wanted her sister, she might have forgiven her but she could never forgive herself. Coming back through he sat her up and put an arm round her after placing the cups on the fireplace.
"Do you want to talk about it" He asked her taking her hand in his comforting her.
"No not really" Star replied keeping her head down not looking at him.
"You need to talk to someone your hurting real bad" Jon pointed out "I have noticed it today as soon as you got up all the way till i went out i come back and your in floods of tears, come on Star I'm your friend i want to help you" he insisted refusing to back down this time.
"Its a long story" she sighed sitting back.
"I have all night and the rest of my time with you actually cross that i have forever, i will always be here for you were friends after all right?" he smiled warmly at her.

Listening to what had happened to them both that night Jon tightened his grip round her not enough to hurt though.
"I thought i would have to have two funereal's my poor baby and my sisters i managed to get out but i couldnt see my sister the car was leaking you could smell it i was covered in blood i was panicking i didnt know what to do, lucky for me there was a car passing by the man was kind enough to help out but the the time he got down the car went up not giving up the man risked his own life to get my sister out before it really was too late and just as she was pulled to safety the whole thing blew sky high i thought she was dead or not far from it she was hardly bleeding and her leg had been crushed badly. she had been burnt and her leg was so badly torn and crushed she had to lose it because of me because of my fucking behaviour i almost cost my sister her life and my little boy died" she cried. Taking her in his arms he held her close trying to comfort her. Getting herself in such a bad state she never drank her coffee instead she curled against Jon and cried herself to sleep.

Laying her down on the sofa Jon covered her with his jacket walking into the study he found the bit of paper which read Paige and a number under it. Picking it up he tiptoed into his room taking the phone with him and called the number on the paper.